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Hello My name is Beckie all my friends call me ''Madiposa'' I Love to meet people.I have a really hard past I was abused since I was ten Emotionally,Sexuality,Physically and Mentally!! Now I have trust issues and afraid of my health.I have anxiety and I eat when Im depressed!! To live my life day by day sometimes its hard to be normal. Without letting my kids see me a nervous wreck I Love my kids with all my heart and i will not let my kids see me fall in this hole Im a very strong person Im not someone who takes a pill to make me feel better Im not a person who drinks my sorrows away! I just live my life day by day!! I just need some kind of support just to lift me up at those hectic days That I do have just like everyone else..

Member Since: 2/8/2009

Fitness Minutes: 195

My Goals:
I just want to feel good about myself again i feel like I lost myself somewhere.Im up and down with my weight I Dont just want to feel so sluggish at times and by me losing weight and keeping it off i know i will feel so much better!!


My Program:
Im going to get on my elptical and start boxing again and of couse my tachi for relaxing time.



Personal Information:
Im from wisconsin I have two kids a boy and a girl 7and 8.Im not with their father so it has been a journey for them as much as it is for me. I will find my outter beauty just like how I found my inner strength to get through a lot in my life I WILL NOT GIVE UP!!


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I love music a little of everything! I like to watch funny movies and sad movies and something to keep my mind to keep going.I love to go camping I love to be with my kids and around children sometimes i rather put up with kids than adults at least they have a reason for them to act like the way they do:)Im a very open hearted person until you break my trust. I look forward to go to cancer walks I lost one of my bestfriends from cancer .I like to do dragonboat races and play volleyball on the beach!I feel that life is here right now so try your best to make the best of it cause like they say life is to short!!!




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