The First Time

Monday, November 03, 2008

I'm just sitting here at my desk about to cry. I mean, I can REALLY feel it this time. I just know that it's going to be different now. I have never felt this way before. I can actually VISUALIZE the scale saying 130 and it's not like some far-off dream or illusion.

Moments before this epiphany, I was thinking about how I'd maintain my weight between 125 and 130 when it just hit me - this is for real; I'm thinking of it as if it's already happened. This is GOING TO HAPPEN. It's no longer a daydream - it's reality in the making. For anyone who has ever felt this way, wouldn't you say that it's an unbelieveable feeling? I pray that it lasts, and lasts, and lasts...
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  • AWILL09
    Hey there!

    It's going to happen...your daydreams will be your reality! I am sure of it. This time around your way of thinking and motivation is much more profound and you are serious about achieving your goal. You will not only do it, you will maintain it for life. You are different person that is ready for the change, as well as the challenges, heartaches, and victories that you will encounter in this journey. Stay strong, my sista and keep your eyes on the prize.

    I believe in you. emoticon
    4219 days ago
    It'll be happening soon and it'll be exciting!!!
    4223 days ago
    I think that is a big key......see it and believe are really on your way!!!!! keep that vision going girlfriend!!!

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    4226 days ago
    Just the fact that you can envision it says that you're capable of achieving it. That's the beauty of this whole's all possible as we can see by looking at other Spark pages. It's just a matter of doing the work and finding that balance in our lives to make it stick. There are no "good" foods or "bad" "good" or "bad" days...there are simply "healthy" and "unhealthy" choices. We have to shoot for more "healthy" ones day by day, minute by minute! You're an inspiration! Keep it up!

    4226 days ago
    I pray that it lasts and lasts and lasts as well! You will get there and you're TERRIFIC!!
    4226 days ago
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