Why, yes, I AM wallowing in my anger this morning, thx

Friday, May 29, 2009

(rant on)

Where shall I start?

Perhaps at the scale, when I see I actually gained a pound, rather than lose a pound -- and I am doing nothing differently than last week. (And No, it is not due to that TOM as I am in menopause).

Perhaps it was at seeing the monsoon-like rain teeming down which I knew would turn my already hour-long commute into an hour and a half with idiot road rage drivers on the highway? Or was it having to juggle two carry bags with files and lunch bag and umbrella, all dripping water on me anyway?

Perhaps it was in reaction to being pizzed off that I had this surgery, expecting that I would have 1 darn pound lost AT LEAST every four or five days.....only to find that my body is stalled, stalled, stalled. This is SO unfair!!

Perhaps it is knowing that after work today, I am expected to appear, dressed to the nines, at a senior variety show that my step-daughter is participating in -- and thereby having to sit next to her mother (my husbands ex) who hates me and never says one word to me - swear to God! - in ten years. And no, I was not the reason her marriage dissolved. She did that all by herself, thank you very much. I did not meet my DH until their divorce was final.

I am in a raring, out and out, frenzied angry mood today. And determined to enjoy every moment of it!

Ever feel this way?
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  • MUZIKGRL4674
    I have to admit your rant made me smile because.....OH MY GOD!!! I am normal! I am not the only one who feels like this....Believe me you are not alone :)

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    4336 days ago
  • !!KELL!!
    It will get better sweetie...Take a listen and you will feel better
    4336 days ago
    yes,, oh yes,, i would say at least once a week i just feel like it would be better off for me and the world around me if i just skipped a day. emoticon Those pent up feelings of fustration, and aggervation always comes out once a week to show their ugly faces of anger.
    4336 days ago
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