funk

I should be excieted. have one more shot, 3 days total of low cal's before I can start more options, but I just am having issues shaking this funk.

Saturday I cleaned the house, about 3 hours, and then took a walk when I knew I was alreay tired. Came home and wasn't hungry, but made myself eat anyway. I don't get sick like that. maybe once every 10 years. no way was I going to eat again after I lost it all, but with no lunch until 2 pm on Sunday, I got really weak. ate and slept the day away. then got up to have dinner and go back to bed. I feel fine now, just depressed. Maybe I need to make something to look foward to. Going to buy some smaller scrub pants, cause boss-man took issue with my jeans. It's all that fits right now. But oh well maybe that will help my mood. Except shopping when you really can't afford it is not very fun. and all my scrub tops are too big.