Made it through Mothers day.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

I've been terribly stressed lately and not about food but I was worried about turning to food. I did wind up having a cosmo and a cookie Mothers Day. I still got my walks in and did ok otherwise. I know I can't expect to be perfect and I will eat stuff I shouldn't but I still feel bad when I do and I'm still meeting with a woman that is doing bio-feedback with me and I've needed to use what she's showed me. It's been good that way. She's so understanding and makes so much sense. I still managed to loose just shy of 3lbs and I'm so grateful.

I also had a crying session yesterday all by myself though because I saw a full length picture of me with my family from mothers day and I'm still so fat. my face looks great but everything else not so much. Cried it all out for now and trying to be positive of the good things I have going.. I am proud that I'm making progress and I do have alot of confidence I'll keep going down in weight . It's the emotional crap that I have to learn to push through.

I wish you all a great day thank you for listening.
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    Thank you every one. Having a better week. Bump, bump.. right???
    3946 days ago
    Terry you are doing great. Now take that picture and compare it to one of your before pictures. Maybe that will lift your spirits.
    3948 days ago
    I hope you get to the point that you can look in the mirror and say emoticon
    3949 days ago
    Hi Terry,

    I had a couple of things this weekend also...it was both Mother's Day and my youngest daughters 14th birthday! (i had a small slice of pizza and a small sliver of cake). The scale hadn't been budging this week - until I upped my calories a bit. So strange! I have one week to go until my dr.appt. and my fill...I have lost 8 pounds in the past 3 weeks...I'm not a fast loser...but I'm ok with it. I also had a meltdown after seeing some pictures of me in workout clothes. We have to focus on the fact that we are looking better...not worse...and those pounds we lost are gone forever! You have done so good...keep on going girl...someday we will be normal size people...I just know it! emoticon
    3949 days ago
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