i cant think of a title

well, school again. pressure is already on. im trying to just deal.
one of my new professors says she does yoga 5 times a week and hikes every morning. i thought to myself, if she can do that, teach classes back to back from 8-4, take care of 2 kids and her husband, plus personal life needs....why cant i? what is stopping me from going to a 1 hour yoga class every night at my gym? pure laziness? no interest?
i think the truth of it all is im depressed. cronic crap, but i will not take meds for it. the only meds i could take i cant now because it interferes with my birth control. oh well. like i said, deal.
i have a new man, ...have had a new man. he is great. he lives far from me though, going to a different college. oh boy.
anyway. ya. just thinking.