Day two: Lots of thoughts going through my head
Monday, February 27, 2012
I'm at work at the moment and after work I'm going to go work out at my school's gym. I'm kind of excited and worried at the same time. First off, I have no idea how to use any of the machines except the treadmill lol.
For some reason I'm worried I'm going to have people make fun of a fat woman exercising at the gym. I'm in college now and people should be mature (I should think) . Then again another thought in my head is basically saying, "Who cares what people think? Just do it."
I've been keeping calorie count on my breakfasts and lunches but with dinner I have no idea what the calories are. My family cooks something different everytime so it is hard to count calories.
When I get my paycheck, I'm going to buy a food steamer for my vegetables. I LOVE steamed vegetables and my parents and I usually buy just the bagged frozen steamables. I've only looked at walmart and it's about $20. I'm not too sure where else i should try looking for a veggie steamer.
I've bought a water bottle that says it's 28oz (Although it has a freezer stick so I'm not sure if it's actually 28oz) Trying to make myself drink the water as much as I can.
I also have my ipod nano keeping track of how many steps I'm taking a day. I also brought it for work out music for the gym. People are saying you shouldn't use work out music because it might slow you down. I'm not too sure what to do. :P
The only thing I've realized is that I have this motivation. And A LOT. But I've also realized that I'm kind of "Freaking out" and the past few days ate a lot of snacking here and there. Kind of like "Okay, this week I'm starting a change. I'll eat all I want then I'll be okay because I'm going to lose the weight anyway."
I recorded the measurements yesterday and my weight. I'm suppose to weight weekly according to the site but I've heard from people you should weigh monthly.
I'm also on my monthly cycle, which I'm wondered if I measured at the wrong time because of being maybe bloated or water weight.
Anyway, gotta get back to work. Let's see how today goes!