Sept....gonna be a rough one :/

Well, the month is upon me that I have decided to completely stop smoking. I don't actually smoke, I switched to vapor a while back so my lungs could start clearing up so I could start exercising back in the spring, and I gradually went down on my nicotine levels. I am at 3 mg (started at 18) right now. Tomorrow is "Q" day. I'm already stressing about it lol. I've got some gum ready and some hard candies ready. I'm gonna need you all!!

I had set a goal of being at 150 by October, which is also the month that I want to start running again. I need to be completely nicotine free so that running will be easier. I can actually run now, but my lungs give out on me. So that means I have 6 pounds to lose in September, while trying not to smoke. Hmmm....I'm questioning my overall planning here. I know I can do it though. But it is really going to push me to my limits and make me see what I am made of. And my schedule is still crazy. So its definitely gonna be an interesting month. I'll either sink or swim. Either way, I won't give up. I am hoping when I blog at the beginning of October I will be able to say I met both my goals. We shall see.