Why Won't My Weight MOVE (away)
Saturday, December 21, 2019
Today is my rest day, we'll see how that goes. Yesterday I hurt my back again somehow, don't know how I did but I did. So today in just going to rest and take it easy see how it goes. I may end up doing a 10 minute workout anyways because I'm as stubborn as a mule or donkey whichever one is more stubborn. 🤣🤣 Lately my workouts have been consistent and great. My weight is stuck mid-140's and its driving me crazy. No matter what I do or don't do I can't seem to move my numbers. I'm almost close to starving myself to get those darn numbers to move but I'm not into the whole ER visit and force feeding episode that will ensue.🤔 I'm perplexed on what I'm doing wrong.
I have a, well I don't want to say "friend" because we're not, we're past colleagues. Well she's a health guru and she's like 80lbs wet (no joking). She does these videos to promote this product that she sells. Somebody must have commented to her that they thought she never ate anything or that she has a "medical" condition that's how she stays so thin. I'm completely happy for her, I just get exhausted with the whole "do you want to join my team" deal. My point here is, like my colleague here I want to lose weight But I don't want to get the comments she has received. Before I got married I was 95lbs, I looked horrible. That I don't want to be again. I just want these numbers move again without having to join a very expensive "team" that will cost me my first born. I need help, any and all advice is welcome but please be sensitive not with my feelings with the fact I have a Spinal Cord Stimulator and I'm limited to my movements. Thank you for listening.