Week 121 of therapy and some sad news regarding my pain doctor
Wednesday, June 03, 2020
This week in therapy we discussed my sponsor resigning and my need to find another sponsor now. I also discussed the fact that the first time in weeks I release some weight now. I am thankful for that. However I realize that I have a lot of work to do as well. I am learning a lot more about myself than I actually realized at this point. I also know that to work my program I need to be more honest and critical of what I eat from now on. Right now with Sandy gone and me being in search of another sponsor I have to be willing to go to any lengths for my recovery. I know that my health is on line as well as my life. So there is no amount of food that can replace abstinence and what it feels like. Now on to what I found out about my pain doctor. As of this year; they told me he resigned and now I am a big upheaval about it right now. I don't know how to feel about it.