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Week 121 of therapy and some sad news regarding my pain doctor

Wednesday, June 03, 2020

This week in therapy we discussed my sponsor resigning and my need to find another sponsor now. I also discussed the fact that the first time in weeks I release some weight now. I am thankful for that. However I realize that I have a lot of work to do as well. I am learning a lot more about myself than I actually realized at this point. I also know that to work my program I need to be more honest and critical of what I eat from now on. Right now with Sandy gone and me being in search of another sponsor I have to be willing to go to any lengths for my recovery. I know that my health is on line as well as my life. So there is no amount of food that can replace abstinence and what it feels like. Now on to what I found out about my pain doctor. As of this year; they told me he resigned and now I am a big upheaval about it right now. I don't know how to feel about it.
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  • OOLALA53
    No amount of food can relieve stress, either. Abstinence is ultimately a stress reliever. Sending you strength vibes.
    29 days ago
    emoticon emoticon emoticon God is with you through every change. Hang in there. Well done on releasing weight.

    60 days ago
    Jenny you are having a lot of difficulties thrown at you - but you are handling them well. Keep turning to the Lord which I know you are. Having your sponsor resign and your pain doctor resign at the same time - wow that is hard to handle. Hang in there Jenny, you mentioned that you have released some weight. Look back at what you were eating to see if you can duplicate it again and again especially till you get new doctors lined up. I know how difficult it is not to go to food when in pain and feeling stressed but both of us know that the food will not fix the problem but only make it worse - I have been there and know how hard it is. Praying for you, stay strong, you will get through this though it is a difficult time in your life - remember you are doing this for your health.

    64 days ago
    So sorry to hear of all the changes in your supports (the sponsor, your pain doctor). Makes things stressful. Good luck to you.
    64 days ago
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