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Done Struggling

Friday, July 10, 2020

Here's a pretty, just because. Next year I am planning to plant one of these and train it to shape more like a tree. I saw a neighbor do that, much nicer than this rogue plant that's crawling everywhere.

My struggle is this.... One year ago I signed up for the National Association of Sports Medicines personal trainer course. I'm quite proud of the Personal Trainer bit, however, they offered a deal and I got a second class on Cognitive Behavioral Specialist. I'm old school when it comes to learning. I love a text book that I can mark up, refer back to stuff, etc. I have struggled to read this material online and today I decided "screw it, take the test". Needless to say I did not pass which totally freaked me out and yet, I hadn't finished reading the material, watching the videos and general course work. I could, if I so choose finish the course work and retake the exam. I find my ex's last words to me, as I walked out of a terrible relationship, "you're a quitter" ringing in my head. Ya, 20 years ago I left him. I digress, that's not the issue. I paid a considerable amount for these courses, so I feel like I should continue. My analysis here is done. I see no reason to study any further, the coursework is boring and useless to me! Every time I sit with my tablet to read this stuff, I want to read a novel or any of the suggested readings from friends. (I promised myself a download once I finished the course.)


Yea ME!!!!! Now I'm off to download a FUN book.

Oooo, I like this one, I think that course was wrinkling my soul.

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