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60 Days
Wednesday, January 24, 2018      15 comments

I can't believe that I have been in the house for 60 days. I had hoped that I had beat this demon! The one that will not even let me walk to my mailbox and close it. The last time I got stuck it took me three years to go out. I just can't be... Read more
Saturday, January 06, 2018      16 comments

emoticon I am so Blessed to have found SparkPeople and many SparkPeople Friends. I have received encouragement on my slow weight loss, as well a... Read more
I am Broken
Saturday, December 09, 2017      23 comments

I've been trying so hard to fight off the depression that is threatening to take me over and undo all my hard work! I was doing pretty good until the... Read more
Lily Gone Too Soon!
Sunday, November 26, 2017      20 comments

I wrote this just a few hours before my Sweet Lily died! I am a mess right now. Lily was so much more than just a pet. She was my constant companion and my encouragement to do better. To get up and walk. We were together 24 hours a day 7 da... Read more
The World Has Gone Crazy
Sunday, November 05, 2017      13 comments

My heart is breaking for Sutherland Springs, Texas! Dear Lord, the world has gone crazy! We need Your saving Grace! Only You can help us during anoth... Read more
Too Fast, Too Soon
Friday, October 13, 2017      14 comments

Well I went and did it! I wanted to lose the weight as fast as others have and now I've injured my knee. I can't put much pressure on it and it doesn't want to bend. So no walking and no bike riding! I cannot go from doing nothing to doing... Read more
Happiness Is Not A Number
Wednesday, October 04, 2017      10 comments

I had a weigh-in Sunday, and I was devastated! I'm not proud of the fact that I snapped at my sweet little Lily. I put the cat out. She was... Read more
This Isn't Easy
Sunday, October 01, 2017      20 comments

Well I finally got my courage up and stepped on the scales, and just like that I found out that my 10 percent plan was just a plan. In two weeks I lost .4 pounds. You're reading that correctly! .4 pounds! At first, I'm not going to li... Read more
Tuesday, September 26, 2017      10 comments

I tried so hard to ignore it and work through the pain, but I have to admit it to myself! The dreaded Fibro Flare. It comes on with no warning and I don't know what triggers them. All I know is the endless pain, fatigue, and frustration... Read more
Life Lessons 1
Monday, September 25, 2017      8 comments

"There are two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is." -Albert Einstein - I chose the second! ... Read more
10 Percent
Sunday, September 24, 2017      8 comments

I've decided to break down my weight loss into 3 or 4 small goals using 10 percent. First Goal : 23 lbs = 212 lbs Second Goal: 21 lbs = 191 lbs Third Goal : 19 lbs = 172 lbs This may be final goal! Final Goal : 17 ... Read more
Saturday, September 23, 2017      1 comments

Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself. -G.B. Shaw- I'm not sure exactly when I gave up on life, but I think I gave up about 20 years ago. A lot happened in a short period of time, and I think my mind just ov... Read more