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Happy holidays...
Sunday, December 22, 2013      4 comments

Wow I haven't written a blog for a long time...lol..this season has been hard for me, with all the bad memories and all...my parents moved to palm springs, California and I got my own place now, I love it...For Christmas I am in California with ... Read more
Bored and depressed
Sunday, July 21, 2013      6 comments

I am feeling kind of depressed right now...after my foot surgery I cant do most of the things I enjoy doing...I really want to go out and do some things out doors, but with my knee scooter it limits what I can do...I cant go very far on the scoo... Read more
Very sad...
Tuesday, May 14, 2013      5 comments

On friday hero house lost a very special person...It was the directors mother, who was a big part of hero house and keeping it running...She was like a mom around there and her passing has left a hole in the hearts of everyone there...I feel bad... Read more
Anxiety and panic...
Friday, April 19, 2013      8 comments

It is getting to the point that I cant go out to eat in busy restaurants or even busy places...tonight I went out to eat with my parents and some friends to a Mexican restaurant, which probably made it worse since I was raped by a Mexican, but m... Read more
Very frustrated
Thursday, March 28, 2013      6 comments

I am so frustrated right now...I applied to get on the waiting list for section 8 housing and got turned down...they only had 2000 spaces available for their waiting list and they did a drawing from a pot of 24,000 people...and mine didnt come u... Read more
Thank you and still not good
Friday, March 22, 2013      10 comments

Thank you all for the comments and support...I did speak to my therapist today and told her about how I was feeling and about what my dad has been saying...she and I talked about it...I would love to just walk away from my dad and would if I cou... Read more
Not feeling good
Wednesday, March 20, 2013      7 comments

The last couple of weeks have been tough...my dad has been a jerk lately and continuously telling me how horrible I am...nothing i do is right...when something goes wrong it is always my fault, and nothing I say can change that...nothing I say m... Read more
Feeling hurt...need advice
Monday, March 04, 2013      6 comments

Ok, so for the last few months I have had an issue with a "friend", I dont know if I can really call her a friend anymore... but all this time I thought we were friends, I knew there was alittl tension between us, but I have always been nice to ... Read more
Getting tougher to deal
Sunday, February 24, 2013      7 comments

Now I have been working on my trauma in therapy, up till now it has been ok...but thursday we touched on something tough...now I am having the nightmares and flashbacks...this is only the beginning...what we talked about brought up the blame is... Read more
Feeling...I dont know how I feel now...
Friday, February 22, 2013      6 comments

I did meet with my pdoc today and she increased one of my meds and we are going to meet again in a month and see how I am doing.... I am frustrated beyond belief...one of my friends at hero house is thinking about quitting going there becau... Read more
Feeling confused
Monday, February 18, 2013      6 comments

My moods are getting out of control....Yesturday I was really depressed and today I was in a really good mood, maybe too good...I was laughing alot and my mind was going so fast I was talking alot and fast, plus my anxiety is really high...it ha... Read more
Feeling alittle depressed
Sunday, February 17, 2013      5 comments

I just started feeling depressed and not really sure why...I just really got the urge to cry...it just sort of came out of nowhere...I sure hope that this doesnt last and turn into a big problem for me...I just dont know why I feel this way, but... Read more
yep definatly manic
Monday, January 14, 2013      2 comments

YEp...I am...the irritability has been bad today, really wanted to slap someone upside the head, he was being stupid and really inconsiderate today and he picked the wrong time to pull that crap....other then that I am enjoying it...I have plent... Read more
Feeling alittle manic
Sunday, January 13, 2013      2 comments

Well I love this feeling, I love feeling good...the only problem with it is that I cant sit still...I had a hard time sitting through church and after church we went to see a movie, big mistakes I really could not sit still, I made it through wi... Read more
My New years resolution
Wednesday, January 02, 2013      2 comments

This year I wont make any silly resolutions...but I do have a couple.. 1. To work through my trauma with my therapist, to hopefully bring some peace in my life. 2. To continue to work out regularly and stick to my diet to hopefully lose some... Read more

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