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Bright Lines?
Thursday, September 17, 2020      1 comments

Any body out there doing this? Also -- Check out Brene Brown's podcast: UNLOCKING US This week, with Sonya Rene Taylor - "The Body is Not An Apology" https://brenebrown.com/podca
taylor-on-the-body-i... Read more
I'm Still Here!
Sunday, September 13, 2020      1 comments

Saw "postcards from the edge" last nite on pbs. Reading Bright Line Eating Cookbook....? Liner notes by Mark Hyman... and others. NOTHING is more important than my SERENITY. ... Read more
I wish I hadn't erased my old SparkPage!
Thursday, August 20, 2020      4 comments

Interesting. I thought a fresh start in "maintenance"... or a "Start Over" for the last 40 lbs was going to be helpful. It wasn't. I drifted. NOT because of the way I handled my Spark Page... But for lots of reasons. And NOW ... Read more
You don't have to want to
Friday, August 14, 2020      1 comments

I can't wait to WANT to do some things. Some things are practices - daily. Like zen monk sweeping the courtyard. I want to know what I want. About non food and non body things. So... Track Water Move.... it's a choice, it's a practic... Read more
Monday, January 27, 2020      0 comments

So I changed my UserName again. No longer "GazeboJewel" - Gosh, that was too weird and roundabout a symbol. Get to the point. Get to the core. Get to it. Can't reCapture 2010. It's got to be NOW. It's got to be Present. 2020. Sta... Read more
Let It Begin With Me
Wednesday, January 22, 2020      5 comments

GAZEBOJEWEL OH MY GOD I've been letting my Self go - - on an eating rampage Food instead of feeling, instead of taking actions And the scale today is HORRIFYING I feel sad I feel betrayed by ME And then I AM ACCOUNTABLE... Read more
Morning Sun - Rising and Shining .... into Today.... (the Moonlight Shines too).... Everything's Co
Friday, November 15, 2019      3 comments

Oh gosh. This hour of the morning. Coffee on the stove... golden light on the windows and bouncing off of leaves outside and wood inside. The quiet hour of solitude. Leaf blowers audible in the distance. Women with little dogs headed for the tra... Read more
Let It Begin With Me
Wednesday, November 13, 2019      10 comments

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