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My Struggles. All in open and personal.
Monday, December 07, 2009      8 comments

Wow how it has been forever since I have wrote a blog. I always tell myself I should but in my mind I feel like it is some kind of racing track, billion of hot cars speeding around the racing track just waiting to crash. SO in other words so muc... Read more
Evil Little Electronic Gadgets!
Thursday, June 18, 2009      6 comments

Why oh why do I depend on them so much?! They mess with my mind when they dont say what I want. Its like a very bad relationship that I am addicted to. Its like a drug I cant break free from. I swear I am being unfaithful...I am having a relatio... Read more
Holy Heavens I Did It!!!
Saturday, June 13, 2009      7 comments

I soooo wish I could write blogs often....I always want to, I always want to get things off my chest but all the things I want to say just ram together in my brain and I don't know how to write it out. Unless I just write a blog like this: jfijh... Read more
My Day @ L& D :-o (Horrible day yesterday)
Sunday, December 14, 2008      1 comments

Yesterday was one of the worse days I ever had. It started on Friday night after I ate lunch. I felt so nausea and I just knew something I ate was going to make me sick I was feeling so horrible. Then what do you know...Saturday morning (yesterd... Read more
WOW...was that a emotional day.
Thursday, November 06, 2008      0 comments

Well I offically had my first hormonal day of pregnancy yesterday. With my first son (Izick) I had the emotional days before I even knew I was pregnant and 1-2 times during me knowing. This time with Gavin....heh not once have I been emotional. ... Read more
The Panic of Weight Gaining...Feel clueless and like everything is spinning. :'-/
Monday, October 20, 2008      5 comments

I dont do well with weight gain as it is. Lets just start with that. Today I am 17 weeks pregnant. Last week I gained 3 lbs...this week I gained 3 lbs. It literally feels like my world is crashing and spinning out of control. Thats 3 lbs in one ... Read more
Past few days...and the next 19 to come
Sunday, October 12, 2008      1 comments

Past 3 days I have felt like I have just blown my "diet". Tomorrow I will be a full 16 weeks pregnant...holy wow. 4 mos gone already?! SERIOUSLY where did it go? Went by so fast. :') Well day before yesterday I decided I will give in t... Read more
My dr appt and excitement!!
Friday, October 03, 2008      1 comments

Everything went good. Fast and painless. Went in gave my signed paperwork for VBAC,heard "its" heartbeat got measured and left. Thats it. Great news is...Halloween we find out gender!! ssooooooo spooky! haha :) So frikin excited..bec... Read more
Frustrated with my FAT self.
Sunday, August 31, 2008      5 comments

That is such a bad title isnt it?! Thats just how I feel today! I am so upset and dissapointed! Sept 10 will be 1 year I have been on my journey...and thats 1 yr of not pigging out or eating OVER my calories. Let alone Over my minimum. This whol... Read more
Waiting Game :)
Sunday, August 17, 2008      3 comments

This will have no significance to anyone but myself I guess;) Thats alright. I am just about 8 weeks/2 mos pregnant (tomorrow 8/18 I will be) and its so amazing to know this is ALL happening AGAIN. I still dont feel like I am pregnant. I guess m... Read more
Did I really do this?!
Tuesday, July 08, 2008      10 comments

I couldn't think of a good title but I ask myself that question everyday that goes by. If you haven't read my page you should...or maybe shouldn't lol. I started my journey ( a journey I have NEVER taken more then 3 days) on Sept 10 2007. In 2 d... Read more
To Close For Comfort.....
Monday, November 19, 2007      2 comments

I am sorry but only one part of this has anything to do with losing weight...but I needed to get how I am feeling out and if you are reading this thank you! Let me start out by saying December 2005 a women drove through my building and hit ... Read more
This SUCKS! I cant handle NOT losing!
Monday, November 12, 2007      7 comments

I wonder if anyone other then myself will read this?! But that is NOT why I am writing...this is my first blog and I dont expect it to be interesting. I figured this would be a great time to write one considering ever since I have grown some bal... Read more

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