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October 11, 2011
Tuesday, October 11, 2011      10 comments

Well hello. emoticon I took a Spark/food break for 5 days I believe. Ate a bunch I should not have. Gained a bunch probably as well. I am no... Read more
October 6, 2011
Thursday, October 06, 2011      11 comments

I ended last night with mistakes. I gave in and had matzo's with PB & j, and then cheeto puffs. Yup shame shame. I won't discuss anything more then that about that episode. I feel ashamed and disappointed in myself. Hate the idea of what it is g... Read more
I was NOT meant to RUN or SLEEP today & Eating Disorder?
Wednesday, October 05, 2011      16 comments

Today I swear ALL odds were against me! Pooy on that! I would normally do 5 miles on Wednesday's and my long runs on Friday's. This Friday would have been 8 miles but I have my 5K "race" this Saturday so I would not be doing the run on Friday. W... Read more
October 4, 2011
Tuesday, October 04, 2011      14 comments

Yesterday ended up really good. As for the drama like I said it was not going to happen. I spent most the day finding places to show Shawn. I had them all saved ready to show him. There was no if's and or butts. It was happening. I finally put m... Read more
Yesterday's status & today's "DRAMA" that is NOT going to happen.
Monday, October 03, 2011      19 comments

Last night I posted the status of : I cried like a baby on my bed, holding onto a pillow...ALL because I TASTED some breadcrumbs from my mother's chicken. Fear of weigh gain & frustration of the obsession I have, got to me.... ... Read more
DANG that low blood sugar, & I also take blame... ::if you get annoyed/angry @ me don't read:: :-\
Thursday, September 29, 2011      20 comments

Well if you read my blog from yesterday you will understand where it started...FIRST THING in morning (low blood sugar). It stuck with me ALL day. I was dizzy, shaky, nausea, tired, fatigued, weak, and so so sooo many other things. I was feeling... Read more
Running, salt craving, & stuff
Wednesday, September 28, 2011      14 comments

I felt ALL those EXCEPT the irritable, and impaired vision while running today. Replace those 2 with the strong urge to fall asleep, and feeling out of it like slurring words... Read more
September 26, 2011
Monday, September 26, 2011      4 comments

This weekend was a little let go rough one. Friday I decided to go to a "friends" for dinner (again since I already had a dinner) and ate which put me over. I was @ 1800 c... Read more
September 23, 2011
Friday, September 23, 2011      10 comments

I have been told now I believe 3 times that I have been deleted (1 on SP & 2 from FB) because of being so negative. The one from here was mostly for other reasons such as men... Read more
September 22, 2011
Thursday, September 22, 2011      8 comments

Today has been one of those days where I feel extremely foggy, tired, and just ugh. From the SECOND I awoke my kids have been HORRIBLE. SO much misbehaving. So much trouble. I just feel like laying in bed all day and sleeping. I am so ... Read more
September 21, 2011
Wednesday, September 21, 2011      7 comments

I kept having a toss up of to blog or not to blog. Yes, no, yes, no, ugh. I wanted to for the fact of getting in the habit everyday, but then thought if I have nothing to say what is the point? Who wants to read my blog period let alone a blog t... Read more
September 20, 2011
Tuesday, September 20, 2011      7 comments

Well hello there. I do not have much to report but I still wanted to write and tell everyone Hello as well as XOXOXO. LOL Freaky huh? I finished my ST'ing. I vacu... Read more
Today is not yesterday, but instead TODAY....(READ :) little long?)
Monday, September 19, 2011      9 comments

I JUST thought of that title & if I say so myself I think it is an AWESOME title. It is so very true...TODAY is not yesterday, but instead TODAY! Which in my eyes means does not matter what happened yesterday, or how you felt yesterday because y... Read more
Well..this just sucks.
Sunday, September 18, 2011      26 comments

I am seriously teary eyed. All because of my weigh in. Last week I lost just about ZERO. then I step on the scale this morning & I am up one pound. I feel like I just wanted to bawl like a baby throwing a tantrum. Screaming, crying, throwing stu... Read more
September 15, 2011
Thursday, September 15, 2011      15 comments

I have so much CRAP going on in my head. Since yesterday, I swear the universe is kicking my BUTT BADLY BADLY BADLY! Not much I can do. Nothing that is in my control. Just... Read more

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