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Tuesday, April 14, 2009



its really hard to put this picture on here.but i think its something i need to do for myself.the left side was me at my heaviest 306 lbs.i might have weighed more.and then me now,at 280 lbs. i had pics of me facing forward,but i dont know what happened to them,if i find them i will put those on here.as i was looking through my pictures,all i can think is what have i done to myself? y in the hell would i let myself get this bad! look at this disgusting person i have become.i was just so upset with myself.i know being really heavy sometimes its hard for people to notice when u lose a little weight.but looking at these 2 pics,i can tell.i dont know if any of u can.the next time i even think of eating cake,or going over my calorie limit,im definitely gonna think of this picture!im suppose to eat to live,not live to eat.so i will keep on keeping on.i wish all of u the best.and thank u for not judging me.theres no way i could go on this journey alone.god bless.
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  • QUEENDRAGON40
    You're brave for posting the pics and I definitely agree if you're feeling down pull out the pics. It is an eye opener. Trust me, I started near the same weight so I know exactly what you're seeing. You've made a commitment to be healthy. We are here to cheer you on and give a shoulder when you need one. And yes, you can tell in your face that you've lost some weight. Keep up the great work...what you're doing is working! emoticon
    4415 days ago
  • JLBART74
    Who cares if no one notices what you are trying to do. You are doing this for you!. And you can tell.

    Keep up the Great work.

    HUGS
    4415 days ago
  • TINA48R
    You are doing a GREAT job Tina ,I can see it in these picture's...
    Keep up the Great job " your doing...
    4415 days ago
  • no profile photo CD2244005
    I can tell by your face that you've lost weight. You have taken control of your life and you're heading in the right direction. You've done great on your journey so far, you're watching what you eat, you're exercising - way to go girl!

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    Lynn
    4415 days ago
  • no profile photo CHOCMOM
    emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon You are wonderful!

    Bridget
    4415 days ago
  • DAISYDUKES2010
    Yes you can tell sweetie and I am so proud that you posted your picture and you just keep moving no matter what has gotten in your way! You are such a strong woman be proud !! There is only one way to go and that is forward :) !!!
    4415 days ago
  • DAISYDUKES2010
    Yes you can tell sweetie and I am so proud that you posted your picture and you just keep moving no matter what has gotten in your way! You are such a strong woman be proud !! There is only one way to go and that is forward :) !!!
    4415 days ago
  • GOODGETNBETR
    Hey, take a deep breath and take it easy. There are enough "agents" in the world trying to kick your butt, why are you helpiing them? It doesn't matter where you've been, what matters most is where you're going. Looks to me like a healthier direction. Good luck!
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    4415 days ago
  • FUZZY2LOSE
    Oh my gosh! Of course I can tell. There is a huge difference in your face, Sweetie! You are doing factastic work! And I know exactly what you mean by "how could Ihave let myself get this way". I had the exact same realization when I saw the photo that was taken of me back in september in Iowa. It's the one that is posted to my Sparkpage, the third one down. Before then I was always thinking, how can I stand to make myself look smaller. And then it hit me, DUH, stand there lighter!! Lose some weight. Even if you stand differently nothing will be able to hide the weight you let yourself get to now. All it took was for me to start caring. That was the hardest part for me; that I didn't care. You are doing a fantasic job of shreading those pounds! Keep it up!!
    4415 days ago
  • BRIDGEKPYSH
    I tell myself this all the time, eat to live not live to eat...its so hard. It consumes me. What a waste of life I have thought at times. This constant nagging voice talking about food to me all day long. I can not remember a time that it was quiet. I can tell...I could tell right away your face has lost alot! Please keep it up, you are giving yourself what you deserve....a quiet from the food voice...the only time its quiet is when were doing what we know we should. Thanks for you help by putting these up.
    4415 days ago
  • JENN5641
    You can definitely tell...especially in your face! Congratulations on how much you've lost so far. Just think about how great the next picture will be! :o)
    4415 days ago
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