~picture..30 lbs. lighter!!~
Monday, April 20, 2009
to the left i am 306 lbs.maybe more not sure.in this new picture i am 276 lbs. i know i
still have a long journey ahead of me,but i just couldnt tell in my face when i looked in the mirror.then when i compared my pictures....well i was/am very happy! but most of all i am pleased with myself.and i cant remember the last time i could say that.just feeling comfortable in my own skin has always been an issue for me.so as i keep pushing forward,i think to myself everyday,i just want to feel better.im ready to think im pretty,i dont know how long it will take for me to think im pretty,but i cant wait! for right now i am happy with my results. i am not the same person i once was.and i will never be that person again!! its like im becoming this new person.someone whom im discovering for the first time.someone who has been buried underneath for all these years.thank u my spark family for ur support.i love u,best wishes.god bless.