**i had to see it with my own eyes..finally i have proof**
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
well for many ,many years.and after about 8 surgeries.i didnt want to lose weight,b/c i was so afraid of hanging skin after wards.my stomach is just so ..uneven ,and scarred up.its an emotional subject for me.when i look at it,i feel so disgusted.and i wish i had a belly button.lol.so when i went to the dr. yesterday,he told me how proud he was of me.i said i have a question..am i going to be left with a bunch of excess skin on my stomach.he said let me ask u this..r u losing weight the right way? r u eating well,exercising at least 3-4 days a week,also r u strength training? i said yes ..all the above.
well then he told me how he lost over 200 lbs.! then he raised up his shirt(just enough for me to see his stomach),there it was ....NO EXCESS SKIN!i had to see it for myself to believe it.
he said people who have surgery to lose weight,or people who lose it really fast,and dont workout,or strength train..end up in the end having to have a tummy tuck.
so i am relieved.
tonight my husband calls me.he is hundreds of miles away.actually on his way to New York.so i say 'hello' i hear nothing..then i hear this song playing.it was called "in the eyes of the angels".
oh i fell in love with him all over in that moment.he said he heard that song ,and it reminded him of me.i miss him so much.but soon i will get to see him,and he will be home for a whole week!!
its so hard when he leaves out though.our boy just keeps saying"daddy..hoooome".ok i know i am soo cheesey.
well thats about it for tonight..god bless spark family..christina