to the left..this pic was taken last year on 4th.of July.
to the right..this pic was taken this 4th.of July.
i joined Spark in February of this year,and have lost 51 pounds since then.
i have noticed i dont have many pictures of myself.not many from before,only a few.
i do take A LOT of pictures now! lol!
i would never put this b4 pic on here..but now its different.looking at this i am sobbing like a baby.
i feel disgusted with myself.i was 306 lbs!and now 255 lbs
i dont really see a difference when i look in the mirror,but looking at this is a real eye opener for me.
progress pictures r a definite MUST!
sometimes i feel myself trying to slip back into my old ways..thinking oh just 1 piece isnt gonna hurt me.ill make up for it tomorrow...WHATEVER!!
the truth is i cant have just 1 piece! not yet..not now!
that 1 piece will lead to 2..3 and so on.i will admit im not strong enough.
im sick of people trying to get me to eat certain foods,y cant they just be happy for me?
its almost as if some people try to trick me.they will even go as far as saying..remember how the meatball subs taste..or food from Mc Donald's.
i dont know if anyone else has these problems.
i just keep thinking about the next 50 pounds..i cant remember ever weighing what i weigh now.i have always been sooo over weight.
i have huge plans once i reach my goal.a dream outfit..hehe
my husband wont like it at all.its not trashy or anything.he is just so....hmm..weird about the whole weight loss subject.
in September we will be going to my Mother Inlaws house in Oklahoma.she has already informed me that i am not to bring any of my diet food!! she will cook for me.
im still trying to weasel my way out of that!i will be fine as long as she leaves me alone about my weight loss.
one thing for sure is i couldnt do this without Spark..i just couldnt.thats all there is to it.
well thank u to my Spark family for listening.good night.