Monday, October 23, 2006
Families- and attitudes that are carried down through them is what I want to write about, today! Someties, families pass on irelevant and destructive messages and it is important that when I realise I am living according to one of those beliefs that I let it go, gently and recognise I have a choice!
My parents and brother are estranged and I feel sad about that. My brother and I are almost estranged! I've redecided today that I want to be less serious and less meaningful. I spent an hour yesterday, learning about small talk with a group of teenagers who are intellectually handicapped. I felt like I fitted in so well with the class. I have friends but am nervous when it comes to social situations, unless I have a role in it or I'm with a friend!
On the subject of weight loss, though, my mother gave me bakewell- which is one of themostly highly calorific foods on the planet. For her, motherhood is about nurturing and feeding! She should live with my daughter! lol! I do get tired of preparing food for a 19 yr old, who sits there!