Friday, October 27, 2006
sent me another abusive email, yesterday. I would love to feel comfortable with him but am not- maybe I just don't recognise how hstile I am to him! I don't feel peaceful about it! I ate six lindt chocolates after dinner last night- not wonderful! This certainly relates to boundaries and limits, as I just feel like I am haemoraging when I think about him and his vile email!
I choose to forgive him, whether I feel like I am or not.
I was given a 500g box of chocolates- hand made- today and Mum gave me some chocolate marshmallow jam biscuits to eat! I weigh myself daily and watch what I eat.