What did I do?

Thursday, June 10, 2010

I have been feeling like I am a completely different person... I have changed dramatically since before I got married & had kids and i have been missing the "old me". I feel like I am no longer free-spirited and easy going. I am now pissy and obsessive and everything has to be just right.

I got tired of being mean to myself and everyone else so i treated myself to my favorite food the other night = nachos!! Then again, last night, after a crazy hectic day I devoured chips... a lot of them, and some with cheese! And I didn't track it. Then I had a wine cooler & a huge s'more!! I went to bed trying to still be nice to myself, even though I screwed up and will probably gain 2 lbs. this week. But I had a bad dream about my relationship with my husband & woke up feeling worse!

What have I done? It wasn't worth it.

How can I rekindle a little of who I used to be? Can I? I don't want to feel disconnected and not right for the rest of my life. Help!
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  • MJRVIC2000
    Your problem is that you are looking back to what you use to be instead of looking forward to what you can be. Your future is not behind you....It's in front of you. To find it, we need the Lord. So look foward to what you need to be doing rather than looking back....not keeping your eye on the road is what causes accidents. May God Bless You, Vic, Team Leader of SP "God's Family".
    3993 days ago
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