The Chicken Breast Got Burned And I Am Still Swimming In The Same "Waters"
Thursday, December 20, 2012
I have been feeling very frustrated lately with Noel, my husband. I do not stand him retired, at home all day, without helping in anything at home, nor doing something with his life. He sits, all day long, writing lists of all the things he wants to get done, but he does not start anything at all. He eats, sleeps, eats and sleeps and the circle goes on and on and on. I am exhausted with all the chores and the daily tasks I faced, all alone, every day. I feel so upset and so tired. In terms of my relationship, I am feeling so, so, so lonely and I think this is holding me back in terms of my Christmas preparation and enjoying this time with my family.
I need to stand up and put myself back to who I use to be no matter what was going on around me. I need to pick up the pieces of me and put me back, thinking that my happiness should not depend upon him, although is affecting myself so much, right now.