too much time in my own head
Friday, May 28, 2021
Lately I've been spending too much time in my own head. Thinking about things that don't help anything. Contemplating the utter futility of so many things. To be honest, sometimes I really get myself down.
When things are slow at work I'm reminded of my first summer working in a library shelving books. I wrote about it saying, "The job is great. There is all this wonderful time to think. The problem is the job is also miserable because there is all this horrible time to think."
Today it is windy, cold and rainy and there is a long weekend coming so I don't think I'll be terribly busy today....leaving me with all this horrible time to think.
On the upside, I'm back to logging food and while I'm not doing a great job of staying in range I have been able to talk myself into a few better options. So there is some progress.
Keep sparking friends.