MIKKIJ726's Blogs

This is my Year
Saturday, January 03, 2009      5 comments

I found out something about myself I didnt think I did. When I lose weight I feel good about myself. I get compliments, still feel good. Then wham. Men are making compliments and I think of my past and get scared and the weight starts to come ... Read more
Feels Like No
Wednesday, September 26, 2007      1 comments

Well going through a temporary set back can feel like I have been told No again. It is like being in a little boat and not a soul around, you just keep floating for miles and never see anyone. You are all alone to face all the problems you are ... Read more
Self Sabotaging Behaviors
Thursday, September 06, 2007      5 comments

It all goes back to childhood. Growing up in an enviroment where men were in charge and women and children listened. So food was a way of coping with stress. Food became my friend. I also used food to prtect me, to care for me. It didnt. So he... Read more
Deep Breath, Smell the Roses, Smile..
Sunday, September 02, 2007      1 comments

Hey, hey,slow down and take a deep breath. The weight will come off if I just quit looking to lose a pound everyday. I need to quit comparing myself to thin women. I will NEVER be a size 6, maybe not even a 10, but I can become a better me in ti... Read more
Trials and tribulations of my Diets
Monday, August 27, 2007      2 comments

Boy losing weight has been a full time job with lots of trial and tribulations. But after being on "a diet" since I was 10 and all the diets I tried, I should be a wiz at this. But we learn as we go. And there are NO quick fixes, no miracle di... Read more
Bondage to Food
Saturday, July 28, 2007      4 comments

As I get older I learned there is a connection between weight loss and goals. The more I weighed I seemed to push away my goals and dreams. I forgot what I really wanted out of life. I begin to hide from everyone ashamed of me. I felt like I... Read more